in silence..

i found that i'm missing everyone.. literally EVERYONE...ELSOC..mOst especially... my friends in high school...icamites.. mehn...uh we're INDEED all the best..un tipong khit sino pwde mo hatakin sa isang sulok...magkwento ka ng kung ano-ano.. uh can be perfectly yourself all the time..at wlang mgssbi syo n ur like this and that...uh won't even feel conscious about what you are doing..shit...no insecurities..you can be yourself..PERFECTLY YOUR SHITTY AND CRAPPY SELF...and eventhough you are crap anD shit...YOU FIT IN...*sigh*...

PLMayers... Joyce Torres.. Carlo Elopre.. Ana Narvaez.. Emma Angulo.. mahn.. i miss you guyz... i miss our talks about stuffs... Comsci Blk2...gosh!...mamimiss ko kayo...

shit... still flashing in my mind.. i'm so stupid.. bkit kse bnsa eh?.. ugh... i really don't get myself at times.. ang labo ko... shit! eh sa gusto ko magalit ehh... affected ako ehh...

THE FAT, THE UGLY AND THE INSECURE. leche.. ugliness..fatness at insecurities... hahaha.. i can feel it again.. arrghh..!!

damn.. it sure is hard to express what you feel the most strongly about...

cause i know that though i've typed about a hundred words... i'm not half-way to what's real..what lies in silence..