Great Things Start from Small Beginnings

Are you aware of the campaign at Facebook? Maybe you started to notice that many users are changing their profile pictures with cartoon characters.

This is actually a campaign to help remind everyone about their childhood, in order to stop the violence amongst kids.

Let's face it, our generation today is way too different from us. Even if we have cases of kids' violence before, we are still lucky enough because before, children are being punished by their parents just to discipline them and for me, we can't really say that it is a form of violence. But look what we have now. Children are forced by syndicates to work illegally, some are raped just for fun and worst killed by the bad guys.

These cases are far from what we have before. Because during our times, we only experienced to be bitten by slippers, kneeling in salt or mongo seed, take an afternoon nap (which most of us hate when we were young) or prohibited to go out in the afternoon to play.

So can you imagine the brutality that we have now? Kids are innocent and they deserve all the fun on earth. So why stop them to grow up freely and end their lives?

I am participating in this campaign even if for some, changing profile pictures with a character is a nonsense thing and won't do any good to stop violence. Because I think, with this simple way, we can share our thoughts that will lead us to a bigger step to help save the poor kids.

A Big NO!

It’s almost a week now since the 2010 Election. It was the first automated election here in the Philippines and that’s why many people looked forward to it. But ever since this automated election was suggested, many people are protesting for they have doubts that this can be more prone to errors and people will be able to cheat easily.

I am also against with this automated election. Considering that I am a programmer, I know how to manipulate a program and I definitely have so many doubts with this and I don’t think that we are indeed ready for this kind of election.

I participated in the 2010 election as an official youth watcher of one of the candidates and I witnessed and just proved that I was right because I saw how the machine produced a wrong output during the testing and sealing held 5 days before the election.

I was really not convinced and that’s why during the election, I took the responsibility to observe everything and everyone in the vicinity. If only they have enough security just like the home security systems provided in each room, then I guess I would have lesser doubts.

I just hope that all declared winners after the election will do their best and perform their responsibilities well for we gave their trust to them in serving our country.

No Regrets

I never thought that I’d be in the course where I am now. I’m currently taking up Bachelor of Science in Computer Studies Major in Computer Science.

Honestly, I never imagined myself being in this field because I was not that interested in computers way back then. I really want to be in the fashion industry. I want to design my own clothes and be a fashion icon someday. I want to create a unique fashion style that people will surely love and that will be the basis of my success.

My dream is to be one of the names that are being remembered in the fashion industry because of my own collection. But then again, I don’t think that I’ll still be able to achieve that for I did not take that path.

But for all you know, I don’t have any regrets. Though I choose not to take the path where I really want to be, if I am really meant to be in that position, I know someday, I’ll be there now matter what happens. Who knows, maybe sooner than later, I’ll be a fashion designer.

Mediocre: Strictly Prohibited

Yes, first week of classes have already started and it seems like our professors are starting to show vengeance for what we had shown for the last semester. One of professors has already given us loads of assignment during our first meeting with her which I believe is just supposed to be our orientation. But obviously, we have no choice but to do that crap. LOL!!

Furthermore, she even required us to have our notebook and jut down notes whenever we have classes and maybe at the end of the semester, she will check our notebooks if we have completed our notes. Indeed she has a point on her requirements because somehow we can use all those notes for our examinations but come on, it is so high school. And here’s another thing, she said that “mediocre” students are not allowed in her class as we have to be more professional.

Okay, I got it and that’s fine. But please give us some time to enjoy our life even once in a while because we also get tired of all the works that you professors are giving us.

Anyway, I better stop my ranting and probably start my research for online trading. LOL!

Practicality

Life gets even tougher as time goes by through generations to generations. As what we all observed now, it’s not that easy to support our family and even ourselves financially because of our current economy crisis.

As early as my age, I’ve been starting to have plans for my future. As I grow older and older, I know that I will be meeting a lot of problems in my life which may be extreme and hard for me to deal with. That’s why, as much as possible, I want to start preparing for my needs especially for my future family. And now that I’m earning money from my hard works, I guess this can be a great step for me to begin my plans.

I want my own security and protection that’s why I want to have insurance such as the health insurance to make sure that I will be capable to handle my situation if anything goes wrong. If I will be blessed with children in the future, definitely I would have to invest more in their education for I want them to have a good foundation and training.

All of these are still under my plans. Hopefully, when I graduated, I will be able to pursue everything that I want not only for myself but also for my parents and future family.

My Best Friend is Back

It seems like this has been a long and tedious day for me. I attended my cousin’s seventh birthday this afternoon and then after we got home from the party, my sister asked me to accompany her to meet her supplier to get the souvenirs which she ordered a month ago for her daughter’s upcoming third birthday party. After that, we immediately went home and we arrived at our house by eight o’clock in the evening.

Though I felt really tired, I abruptly regained my energy when my best friend called me and ask me if I can come over to their house because they just arrived from Cavite. I excitedly went to their house since it’s been really a long time since I last saw her and I definitely miss her so much.

When I got there, I noticed that there are moving boxes on their living room. I was so curious that’s why I decided to ask my best friend. She was so happy and finally told me that they already moved back here in Manila. They will no longer stay in Cavite and I was surprised about that.

I think that’s the best part of my day. I’ve been longing for my best friend for a very long time. I really miss her company that’s why I am so happy to hear it from her that she’s now back here in Manila and fortunately, we can spend more time with each other again just like before.

True Love Tag

I was tagged by eds. Thanks for this sis!

PLAYERS:
Desperate Blogger/ My Precious Niche/ Just Me..Eds / Eds Mommy Life / Princess Vien / In The Spirit of Dance / YOUR BLOGS

* What does true love mean to you?
>>everlasting

* How do you know you’re really in love?
>>my heart will tell.

* How many times in your life have you fallen in love?
>>i don't know.

* Have you ever fallen out of true love because you were mad at the moment?
>>nope

* Do you feel love and physical attraction are the same thing?
>>no!! physical attraction can simply means admiration while love means LOVE! - a feeling or deep emotion.

* If your true love became ill or disfigured would you continue to love them the same way?
>>yes, why not?

* Should anyone else be able to tell you who to love or not love?
>>NO!!

* Do you believe people that ended up divorced were ever truly in love?
>>Yes, but in some ways, things between them were really not meant to be.

* Would you do anything for love?
>>Yes, if I know that it will be worth it.

* If you truly love someone, do you feel it should be unconditional?
>>of course!

Tagging: abie, bb_anne, big eyed gal

My Love For You

I didn’t love you like this before
And I keep on loving you more and more
I can’t understand why I loved you with all my heart
And when I’m with you I hope we’ll never part.

I’m confused of what I’m going to do
Will I keep this feeling or will I tell you?
Maybe, I still need more time
And wait for the day I know what’s right.

At night, I keep on thinking
Deciding if I will tell you this feeling
The answer should make all things better
And make all of us happier.

Time passes by and my love grew stronger
And I know, this will last forever
At last, I knew the answer,
I will tell you what I feel sooner or later.

Now this is the right time
And I know it will gonna be fine
I will tell you right away
Hoping you would say…”She loves me hurray!”

When I told you what I’m feeling,
You just turned your back and said nothing.
That time I was so dismayed
And my dreams started to fade.

But I know that I can still survive
Though I know you’re not the boy of my life
Fate really knows who is for you and for me
And that we are destined to love somebody.

You're On My Mind

In the middle of the night
Even if you’re out of my sight
You’re the one that’s on my mind
An illusion that I can’t stand

I have my sleepless nights
But still can’t find the light
The light where I can go on
The path where I can move on

But still I remember the past
And it ended so fast
When you make me jump
With your magical smile I loved

Now I realized that it’s wrong
Should have strength and should be strong
I should say goodbye and stop
And give you the final tear drop

True Love

I found my love in you
With great faith I'm true
When I see you everyday
My heart feels okay.

When you talk to me
I feel that I’m the most beautiful tree
I see it in your eyes
That true love never dies.

Even when you talk
Your voice stops me to walk
Especially when you smile
My world will have no style

I realized that love is unfair
‘Cause I know you never care
But I’m sure someday we will see
That we are truly meant to be.

LOL..

I feel sorry for everyone who broke my heart,


because one day, they will wake up and realize..




..THEY HAD THE WORLD BUT THEY LET IT GO..!



hehehe...

what a bad dream!?!

Whew! What a fucked up dream! I dreamed that the devil himself have gone himself to take my very life. I asked him why he was taking my precious life away since I am very young and everything. He said, “I am taking your life because you understand between the two worlds. You are in the middle. And we can not have that here on earth.” What the fuck was that about? I do not know. Seriously, I have been having obscure dreams lately. What now, am I going to die soon? I think my dreams are trying to tell me some shit, I just do not know what it is and what the effin shit the devils and the chasing is for.

i want peace

ack. there seems to be some kind of commotion within my effin self. ambivalence on some things. i'm sort of scared to make mistakes. wrong choices and the like. *sighs* ack. i don't know what to do. eight days or more.. *haay* i have to get my peace of mind back... SOON!

i need answers..

what do i want to do with my life? who do i want to be with? what will happen tomorrow? will you

still be there? will it still be the same? what do i do to us? how can you hold on when ur bleeding

from holding on, when its killing you? how do i cry, when i dont know if i want to? when do you

really forgive? how do you know of IT is time? why dont you speak up? what the pride for?

it gets better or worse?

as i approach that day.. i feel more like an adult.. confronted by more and kickass daily crap and shits.. and then i feel like a child.. cause i don't know what's suppossed to be done.. what's the right move.. the right things to say or do.. it feels like shit.. it's as if i am swimming in this surreal world.. in some parallel universe.. or whatever... and i can't move.. i am confused.. i know where i want to go, where i want to be.. but i can't take that ass shit step forward.. i always step back.. and once again.. i am there... looking.. at what i've done.. analyzing.. always analyzing.. never making that right move.. the move that should have been taken.. a long time ago.. haay..

sAcrifiCe..? think ab0ut it..

isn't it sad dat n our lives, we have to say goodbye to those we love nd care about for some reasons we can barely explain,, and dat no matter how you try to save d good old times, it wouldn't work. and d only right thing left to do is to break away and let go to prove them juz how much pain ur willing to take to make them.. xo damn happy!!

rEaLLy hArd..?

"it's hard to wait around for something that you know will never happen, but it's hard to stop when you know it's everything you've always wanted.."

nEveR huRry

It's hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then, painful to tell your heart that you don't need it. You keep on pretending that you are better alone, when in fact you feel so empty, but why take chances if you see no hope? Why try if there's nothing to win for? Sometimes, it pays to wait, never hurry. Let infatuation die natural death and give birth to true love when it's time.

LiFe is mEsSy

At some point, you have to make a decision.

Boundaries don't keep other people out.

They fence you in.

Life is messy.

That's how we're made.

So you can waste your lives drawing lines.

Or you can live your life crossing them.

But there are some lines..

that are way too dangerous to cross.

iM hidiNg xO muCh pAin..

it's really hard to show everybody how u feel, scared of letting them know wat'z bothering u..

sometyms, lying would be an excellent remedy to overshadow the tears from ur eyes..

u hide the pain by smiling, u hide the tears by laughing and u hide the sadness by lying..

and sometyms u juz want to trade ur lyf juz to experience a minute of happiness dat will really change everything..

but dats wat makes it ironic..

the more you seek fo happiness..

the more u lose it..!