If Only

If I will be given a chance to turn back time and do whatever I am supposed to do, I would 100% grab the opportunity so I can take the course that I really want.

I've always been a fan of different fashion shows because I am very interested with fashion. If you were going to ask me, I would prefer a job that is related to fashion and help enhance myself to become an expert when it comes to this field.

I would personally want to study in schools like the Regency Beauty Institute since I also want learn more about make ups specifically the various techniques.

You may be confused now since I am a Computer Science graduate but all my interest are in the world of fashion. Well, this is the main reason why sometimes, I want to go back in the past and choose a different path for my college days. But then I know that I have no choice but to deal with my present situation. However, I'll do everything just to be in the career that I've been dreaming of.

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Hopeless

It's been two weeks since I had a job interview where I applied as an Events manager. Some are actually wondering why I applied there because I am a Computer Science graduate and obviously my course doesn't have any relation with that.

But the thing is, that is one of my most interests. I've been aiming to be in that field ever since before because I like to be exposed more with people and I really like the works in advertising, event organizing and production rather than just sitting the whole day and monitoring the computer system. Even though I know that those kinds of jobs are way too stressful, I still want to be there because I know that I will enjoy my work most of the time and in that case, I will be more motivated and determined to learn and have enough experience.

And so, when I was called for an interview, I was so happy, excited and nervous. I want the job so bad that I almost went speechless in front of the interviewer because I'm too conscious with the things that I'm going to say. Right after the interview, I was asked to start the following week but I told them that I’m still employed but willing to quit my present job just to be in there company. So the interviewer said that they'll call me but sad to say, they never did.

And this is why I am so frustrated and depressed. I almost had one of my dream jobs but I didn't notice that I let it go just easily. I'm telling to myself not to wait any more because I feel very hopeless and I just thought that it was never meant for me yet deep inside, I still hope and pray that they will contact me soon and let me start working in their company.

No Regrets

I never thought that I’d be in the course where I am now. I’m currently taking up Bachelor of Science in Computer Studies Major in Computer Science.

Honestly, I never imagined myself being in this field because I was not that interested in computers way back then. I really want to be in the fashion industry. I want to design my own clothes and be a fashion icon someday. I want to create a unique fashion style that people will surely love and that will be the basis of my success.

My dream is to be one of the names that are being remembered in the fashion industry because of my own collection. But then again, I don’t think that I’ll still be able to achieve that for I did not take that path.

But for all you know, I don’t have any regrets. Though I choose not to take the path where I really want to be, if I am really meant to be in that position, I know someday, I’ll be there now matter what happens. Who knows, maybe sooner than later, I’ll be a fashion designer.

My Hosting Career

I was told earlier this evening that I would be hosting a party this Sunday for my cousin’s 18th birthday. At first I was a bit surprised because I never thought that they will choose me as the master of ceremony for that night.

Hosting was really not my talent but since I was trained during my high school and college days, I guess they trusted me enough to give me this responsibility. Though I am not really nervous when it comes to do this idea, I’m still worrying with other things.

Like for instance, I need to prepare a nice dress for everyone will see me. Another thing, I still have so many zits nowadays since I don’t have enough sleep for almost a month now because of school works. (I think I shall need a proactiv solution and I still have four days to get rid of this.)

Well I’m a bit excited for the party but I need to prepare so that all is well for that night.