It's been two weeks since I had a job interview where I applied as an Events manager. Some are actually wondering why I applied there because I am a Computer Science graduate and obviously my course doesn't have any relation with that.
But the thing is, that is one of my most interests. I've been aiming to be in that field ever since before because I like to be exposed more with people and I really like the works in advertising, event organizing and production rather than just sitting the whole day and monitoring the computer system. Even though I know that those kinds of jobs are way too stressful, I still want to be there because I know that I will enjoy my work most of the time and in that case, I will be more motivated and determined to learn and have enough experience.
And so, when I was called for an interview, I was so happy, excited and nervous. I want the job so bad that I almost went speechless in front of the interviewer because I'm too conscious with the things that I'm going to say. Right after the interview, I was asked to start the following week but I told them that I’m still employed but willing to quit my present job just to be in there company. So the interviewer said that they'll call me but sad to say, they never did.
And this is why I am so frustrated and depressed. I almost had one of my dream jobs but I didn't notice that I let it go just easily. I'm telling to myself not to wait any more because I feel very hopeless and I just thought that it was never meant for me yet deep inside, I still hope and pray that they will contact me soon and let me start working in their company.
But the thing is, that is one of my most interests. I've been aiming to be in that field ever since before because I like to be exposed more with people and I really like the works in advertising, event organizing and production rather than just sitting the whole day and monitoring the computer system. Even though I know that those kinds of jobs are way too stressful, I still want to be there because I know that I will enjoy my work most of the time and in that case, I will be more motivated and determined to learn and have enough experience.
And so, when I was called for an interview, I was so happy, excited and nervous. I want the job so bad that I almost went speechless in front of the interviewer because I'm too conscious with the things that I'm going to say. Right after the interview, I was asked to start the following week but I told them that I’m still employed but willing to quit my present job just to be in there company. So the interviewer said that they'll call me but sad to say, they never did.
And this is why I am so frustrated and depressed. I almost had one of my dream jobs but I didn't notice that I let it go just easily. I'm telling to myself not to wait any more because I feel very hopeless and I just thought that it was never meant for me yet deep inside, I still hope and pray that they will contact me soon and let me start working in their company.
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