CRAP

can't i just scream?.... run?... hide?... or sleep all this away?... EXCUSES.. STUPID EXCUSES.. argh!.. just wish there was someone to talk to.. SOMEONE.. to be here.. now... someone i can share EVERYTHING.... someone i can cry to.. without any hesitation.. fear of emotion... reaction... or conflicts.. am i tired enough?...enough to stop... do i need to stop?... or is this ME getting at myself again?.. *sighs*