that kind of feeling again

oh shit. here it goes again. that effin feeling. eating me out. i know it's gonna get the better of me. it always wins, doesn't it? ack. i want this to end. but how can i? when every single time i see those shits. it's driving me insane. and hell yeah it affects everyone. to the point of ruining certain things. *haay. why does this have to be.. that when it's broken it will always be.. heartbreak and everything...*
*why is it too damn hard to FORGET?*