and then i realize. when all else is gone. there will only be me.

and since i can't do anything besides:

-look at my cp.

-roll in bed.

-mull over things, my thoughts and what i am feeling right now.

-and of course feel miserable.

"the hardest thing in life is..

when you know inside your heart that you love the person..

but you're running out of reasons to fight for what you feel and believe in."

oh yes. i'm still not over those stupid issues.

dunno when or if they'll be eradicated.